An unconditionaly loving friendship is the highest form of True Love we can experience.
And if it turns into a romantic Soulmate relationship it becomes even more delicious!
The realtionships you've had were ok, maybe you've even experienced true love in the past.
But some didn't end in a loving way.
He left you hanging, causing unfinished business, which meant you were thinking about your ex way too much and are still attached to him.
You wanted your mutual love to blossom, you wanted to work together on your relationship because being with him was so special. You've never had such a close relationship before.
But he left and did some unacceptable things.
Having to live with this unfinshed business has been really hard. How are you suppose to just forget about thim?!?
I get you, I had a similar experience that took years to truly end bc our connection was so strong.
BUT when it doesn't work out and it is all too much hard work, then it is NOT what you need to evolve further.
LIFE does guide us in this way. Everything that is aligned with you will stay with you.
Getting busy probably helped a bit, right? Focussing on a new project, maybe a new home or starting a new hobby is a good idea.
But feeling the pain of not being wanted, badly treated and being alone in your home is NOT easy!
Watching too many films and having wine too often doesn't help.
So all that has to stop, right?
You do want to take back your Power and from now on co-create your life a bit more, don't you?
If you want to heal from feeling unloved and make sure that you're not carrying the same unresolved emotional pains into a new relationship, it would be a good idea to pay close attention to your hurts, and to the energies you are feeling in your body, wouldn't it?
Because they are showing you what needs to be healed.